5 Sep 09
haha it's the fearful insomnia.
no matter how i tossed and turned like an omelette,
i just couldn't get rid of the thoughts hovering above my head.
i should have worn a cap, to keep them from hovering.
so here i am, pinning down some random thoughts..
in an attempt to manoeuvre away from what's bothering me.
hmm let's see.
any juicy topic to start with?
nope.
how bout playing the 'Jot Down Every Random Stuff That Comes To Mind' game again?
deal.
and the game begins:
i was happy in the day. i had Ramen for dinner. i think people nowadays are losing their basic courtesy, which is such a shame. i feel like watching movies alone. i dislike the fact of knowing that your precious ones are being taken advantage of without them realising, and yet there's nothing i can do. i'm having a PJ party tomorrow. i'll be visiting Nikki who's back from States. i have not packed my stuff, and his. my eyes are about to shut but my peanut brain simply refuses to stop working. i suddenly recalled an uber silly joke which i accidentally cracked back then: "I've been working on this damn project for so long! I'm so tired, I need a rest! My heart needs a rest! It has been working 24hours a day! Uhx!" and Aunty Tuna laughing her ass off, enlightened me "If your heart stops beating, you'd be dead man!" FUNNY. that's how much i miss school days. but i wouldn't say i'd like to turn back time, cause i don't wanna lose whatever / whoever i have with me now either. indecisive. i miss my dang-sin. i wish someone will PM me on facebook or even nudge me on MSN at this very moment. there isn't a single star tonight. i can't decide whether i'm good or bad. i wonder if i'm a nice soul mate. i ain't sure if i make a good friend. i'm not getting emo here cause i think being emo is uncool. i feel like eating fat-free ice-cream. i yearn for a sweat-out but i'm lazy for workouts. i miss Janey, who has been on MC for a week. i'm eager to learn new knowledge on whatever interests me. i wanted to learn more about Wine, not because i'm madly interested, it's because i wanted someone to feel proud of me. i have a rather low level of confidence, as what personality tests revealed. i'm happy to have people showering care upon me. who doesn't? alas, someone talked to me on MSN. i'm in a dressy mood lately. and i like pairing sneakers with something feminine. that's stylish to me. my pumps just gave way today. yet another pair of worn-out shoes. well great too, another excuse for shopping. i'm gonna paint my nails tomorrow, if i'm not running late. haha my life's forever behind time. no watches in this world can cure my tardiness. i had my engine stalled twice today and i laughed it off. i love the breezy weather, set me reminiscing. i'm craving for photography sessions. snapping makes me high. i'd imagine myself in the isolated areas of this sunny island, exploring the beauty of nature. i adore animals. i feel like disturbing my hammies now but i couldn't bear to wake them up. who knows they might be dreaming of me, haha! alrights, guess i gotta go catch some sleep :) don't wanna scare anyone off with my hideous panda eyes. YAWNZ.
ciaoz kiddos.
chai ga.
no matter how i tossed and turned like an omelette,
i just couldn't get rid of the thoughts hovering above my head.
i should have worn a cap, to keep them from hovering.
so here i am, pinning down some random thoughts..
in an attempt to manoeuvre away from what's bothering me.
hmm let's see.
any juicy topic to start with?
nope.
how bout playing the 'Jot Down Every Random Stuff That Comes To Mind' game again?
deal.
and the game begins:
i was happy in the day. i had Ramen for dinner. i think people nowadays are losing their basic courtesy, which is such a shame. i feel like watching movies alone. i dislike the fact of knowing that your precious ones are being taken advantage of without them realising, and yet there's nothing i can do. i'm having a PJ party tomorrow. i'll be visiting Nikki who's back from States. i have not packed my stuff, and his. my eyes are about to shut but my peanut brain simply refuses to stop working. i suddenly recalled an uber silly joke which i accidentally cracked back then: "I've been working on this damn project for so long! I'm so tired, I need a rest! My heart needs a rest! It has been working 24hours a day! Uhx!" and Aunty Tuna laughing her ass off, enlightened me "If your heart stops beating, you'd be dead man!" FUNNY. that's how much i miss school days. but i wouldn't say i'd like to turn back time, cause i don't wanna lose whatever / whoever i have with me now either. indecisive. i miss my dang-sin. i wish someone will PM me on facebook or even nudge me on MSN at this very moment. there isn't a single star tonight. i can't decide whether i'm good or bad. i wonder if i'm a nice soul mate. i ain't sure if i make a good friend. i'm not getting emo here cause i think being emo is uncool. i feel like eating fat-free ice-cream. i yearn for a sweat-out but i'm lazy for workouts. i miss Janey, who has been on MC for a week. i'm eager to learn new knowledge on whatever interests me. i wanted to learn more about Wine, not because i'm madly interested, it's because i wanted someone to feel proud of me. i have a rather low level of confidence, as what personality tests revealed. i'm happy to have people showering care upon me. who doesn't? alas, someone talked to me on MSN. i'm in a dressy mood lately. and i like pairing sneakers with something feminine. that's stylish to me. my pumps just gave way today. yet another pair of worn-out shoes. well great too, another excuse for shopping. i'm gonna paint my nails tomorrow, if i'm not running late. haha my life's forever behind time. no watches in this world can cure my tardiness. i had my engine stalled twice today and i laughed it off. i love the breezy weather, set me reminiscing. i'm craving for photography sessions. snapping makes me high. i'd imagine myself in the isolated areas of this sunny island, exploring the beauty of nature. i adore animals. i feel like disturbing my hammies now but i couldn't bear to wake them up. who knows they might be dreaming of me, haha! alrights, guess i gotta go catch some sleep :) don't wanna scare anyone off with my hideous panda eyes. YAWNZ.
ciaoz kiddos.
chai ga.
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